My sweet girl is a year old now! She’s incredible and gets more beautiful every single day. I fall more and more in love with her as time goes on. She is my heart, the entire organ. I couldn’t imagine living a life without her. She fills any void that tries to sneak into my life. She’s my motivation and my rock. I could continue to write on and on but nothing could ever measure the mark of what she’s done in my life. She’s my lighthouse.
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The Lord has blessed me with such a beautiful family! Together or not, we will always have a bond that nothing can break up. It’s been that way since day one! Merry Christmas from our little family!
Everyday we raise each other, she’s teaches me as much as I teach her. This is our “happy ever after”…
Forgive and forget? Nigga, I already forgot. I’m over that nigga and he’s over the top. I heard you were doing you and I know you’ve heard I’m doing better. I wish you the best, good luck boo.
- Micha F… for fuck you…
I’ve always had a lot of ambition. I have a bigger than life personality and I want so much than expected for Mya and myself. I knew Ramon had hit his peak and that he was such a set back, I was never going to accomplish anything but mediocrity. That was disappointing. It’s different now, I can see the person I want to grow into be slowly falling back into place and I can also potentially see the life I had mapped out. I know my future is fool of accomplishments and milestones, they all begin with you.
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At the end of every day I can reassure myself of three things, James will always find a way to make me laugh, this little girl will find another way to capture my heart and everything will always be okay. When I thought my life was completely over, it had just began.
Time to ramble…
Yesterday, I was texting Mya’s dad. We were going back and forth about Mya, old feelings were attempting to surface. I thought to myself I could easily get myself back into the relationship. It wouldn’t be long until shit got sour but for the most part I’d be comfortable and happy with my family being pieced back together. Then… I looked up and saw my James playing with Mya. I realized how far I’ve came and how exchanged my ugly hand of cards and dealt me better. I’m so blessed and I’m the lucky one to have a Janes and Mya.
This man has stolen my heart!
